: : its over !!! together we achieve more : :
T.E.A.M ended yesterday. i feel euphoric now!
all together there were 6 participants, 10 comms, 2facis, 1 photographer and a dozen of helpers. it ended well. i m glad that the saturday night session went well. i believe that session touched them and open their hearts. bonds grew stronger that night. talks over the weekend was great too. we had uncle vijaya who introduce some new english word like BASTARD to the participant, bro. tan who answered question on life and problems that they faced and the last talk was by liu zhi qian who was the NTV7 newspresenter which goten cancer.
like others, over the weekend, i have learn a lot. i ve learn that you cannot force things to happen. when thing doenst go as plan you will just have to go with the flow. there is no use pulling all your hair out and squeezing all ur brain juice dry. when you do somthing good, good will come following. weeks before i was stressful. especially when dealing with the programme of the camp. as time was going short the matter got worst. problems and problems came up. although all the probs were minor ones, it was stressful. then i totally gave up. i told myself, whatever happens, i dont care already, i just do my part can already. suprisingly once i dont care, everything went quite smoothly. i didnt care that much so i was less stressful. somehow everything seemed fine.
this was the smallest camp i ever join/organised. but i can say i have learn the most. from trusting others to dont care. on the saturday night session, many many cried. infact almost all cried as they reflected on their past and shared among their group. everyone has broken the barrier. trust and friendship was bulid as the shared the deepest feelings among themselve. to me this was beautiful. i didnt join any groups for discussion. all i did wan just walking around and a tear rolled down my eyes.
people ask why m i so SPIRITUAL/HOLY/RELIGIOUS and join so many camps.. but seriously i m not. vic said that i m a commando :D. till this day i cant really say why m i attracted/addicted to camps. mayb because i m a people person. i like people. and camps is a good place to meet someone and get to know that person in a very very short period. and buddhism to me sounds logical/relevent/scientific enought for me. thats why i m buddhist.
lastly before i end.... i would like to say sorry from the bottom of my heart to the people involve in TEAM especially the comms who i have hurt in the course of the camp. i beg for your forgiveness. and also my sincere thanks to all the facis and helpers and speakers and visitors that came and made a diffrence. thank you all...
may all be well and happy always
have a nice day. yum seng
all together there were 6 participants, 10 comms, 2facis, 1 photographer and a dozen of helpers. it ended well. i m glad that the saturday night session went well. i believe that session touched them and open their hearts. bonds grew stronger that night. talks over the weekend was great too. we had uncle vijaya who introduce some new english word like BASTARD to the participant, bro. tan who answered question on life and problems that they faced and the last talk was by liu zhi qian who was the NTV7 newspresenter which goten cancer.
like others, over the weekend, i have learn a lot. i ve learn that you cannot force things to happen. when thing doenst go as plan you will just have to go with the flow. there is no use pulling all your hair out and squeezing all ur brain juice dry. when you do somthing good, good will come following. weeks before i was stressful. especially when dealing with the programme of the camp. as time was going short the matter got worst. problems and problems came up. although all the probs were minor ones, it was stressful. then i totally gave up. i told myself, whatever happens, i dont care already, i just do my part can already. suprisingly once i dont care, everything went quite smoothly. i didnt care that much so i was less stressful. somehow everything seemed fine.
this was the smallest camp i ever join/organised. but i can say i have learn the most. from trusting others to dont care. on the saturday night session, many many cried. infact almost all cried as they reflected on their past and shared among their group. everyone has broken the barrier. trust and friendship was bulid as the shared the deepest feelings among themselve. to me this was beautiful. i didnt join any groups for discussion. all i did wan just walking around and a tear rolled down my eyes.
people ask why m i so SPIRITUAL/HOLY/RELIGIOUS and join so many camps.. but seriously i m not. vic said that i m a commando :D. till this day i cant really say why m i attracted/addicted to camps. mayb because i m a people person. i like people. and camps is a good place to meet someone and get to know that person in a very very short period. and buddhism to me sounds logical/relevent/scientific enought for me. thats why i m buddhist.
lastly before i end.... i would like to say sorry from the bottom of my heart to the people involve in TEAM especially the comms who i have hurt in the course of the camp. i beg for your forgiveness. and also my sincere thanks to all the facis and helpers and speakers and visitors that came and made a diffrence. thank you all...
may all be well and happy always
have a nice day. yum seng
posted by aylwin at 8:40 PM
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yeah!!!!!!!!!! congrats!!!
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