Wednesday, April 12, 2006

: : rich and poor : :

i just came across this...

*The Difference Between Rich & Poor People?*

One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his
son on a trip to the country with the express purpose
of showing him how poor people live.

They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of
what would be considered a very poor family.

On their return from their trip, the father asked his
son, "How was the trip?"

"It was great, Dad."

"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.

"Oh yeah," said the son.

"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked
the father.

The son answered:

"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.

We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our
garden and they have a creek that has no end.

We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have
the stars at night.

Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the
whole horizon.

We have a small piece of land to live on and they have
fields that go beyond our sight.

We have servants who serve us, but they serve others.

We buy our food, but they grow theirs.

We have walls around our property to protect us, they
have friends to protect them."

The boy's father was speechless.

Then his son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how
poor we are."

Isn't perspective a wonderful thing? Makes you wonder
what would happen if we all gave thanks for everything
we have, instead of worrying about what we don't have.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

: : annoyed : :

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AHHHHH..... i feel so much better...

Monday, April 10, 2006

: : why worry? : :

the past is gone,
unchangeable,
like spilled water,
over ground,
why worry?

the future has not come,
uncertain,
like the number of stars,
in a clear sky night,
why worry?

if there is a problem,
with a soultion,
why worry?

if there is a problem,
without a solution,
why worry?

Sunday, April 09, 2006

: : "suei" : :

yesterday was as "suei" as u can get!!! in the morning some poor kid puke on leg.... i was like okie, you poor kid.... THEN at night while walking to dinner in bangsar.... SOME bird drop its dropping on POOR ME's head... THAT WAS THE "GELI"EST felling i had so far... YeeeeeRRRrrRRR!!!!

cheerio

Monday, April 03, 2006

: : weekend : :

its been a long long time since i post some pics... here are some pic taken during camp.
















group photo on the last day
















buddha image in maha karuna.















massage train















meet the sooties

Sunday, April 02, 2006

: : its over !!! together we achieve more : :

T.E.A.M ended yesterday. i feel euphoric now!

all together there were 6 participants, 10 comms, 2facis, 1 photographer and a dozen of helpers. it ended well. i m glad that the saturday night session went well. i believe that session touched them and open their hearts. bonds grew stronger that night. talks over the weekend was great too. we had uncle vijaya who introduce some new english word like BASTARD to the participant, bro. tan who answered question on life and problems that they faced and the last talk was by liu zhi qian who was the NTV7 newspresenter which goten cancer.

like others, over the weekend, i have learn a lot. i ve learn that you cannot force things to happen. when thing doenst go as plan you will just have to go with the flow. there is no use pulling all your hair out and squeezing all ur brain juice dry. when you do somthing good, good will come following. weeks before i was stressful. especially when dealing with the programme of the camp. as time was going short the matter got worst. problems and problems came up. although all the probs were minor ones, it was stressful. then i totally gave up. i told myself, whatever happens, i dont care already, i just do my part can already. suprisingly once i dont care, everything went quite smoothly. i didnt care that much so i was less stressful. somehow everything seemed fine.

this was the smallest camp i ever join/organised. but i can say i have learn the most. from trusting others to dont care. on the saturday night session, many many cried. infact almost all cried as they reflected on their past and shared among their group. everyone has broken the barrier. trust and friendship was bulid as the shared the deepest feelings among themselve. to me this was beautiful. i didnt join any groups for discussion. all i did wan just walking around and a tear rolled down my eyes.

people ask why m i so SPIRITUAL/HOLY/RELIGIOUS and join so many camps.. but seriously i m not. vic said that i m a commando :D. till this day i cant really say why m i attracted/addicted to camps. mayb because i m a people person. i like people. and camps is a good place to meet someone and get to know that person in a very very short period. and buddhism to me sounds logical/relevent/scientific enought for me. thats why i m buddhist.

lastly before i end.... i would like to say sorry from the bottom of my heart to the people involve in TEAM especially the comms who i have hurt in the course of the camp. i beg for your forgiveness. and also my sincere thanks to all the facis and helpers and speakers and visitors that came and made a diffrence. thank you all...

may all be well and happy always

have a nice day. yum seng